Why I Made This Site
This site and my heart are dedicated to helping people heal and become whole. Becoming whole requires recognizing that you are not separate from God or others. You must come to understand that pain and sickness are illusions caused by fear. The answer to healing and happiness lies in recognizing the errors of ego.
You can break the cycle of cause and effect by learning to stop EMOTIONALLY REACTING and DEFENDING against the negative people and emotional drama that keeps surrounding your life, taking up all your thoughts and energy.
All you have to do is come to realize that you are attracting these things through The Law of Attraction aka Karma. The reason the Golden Rule is the most important of all commandments is because The Law of Attraction, a Universal Law governing the physical realm (earth, matter, the world we live in) states that like attracts like. This means that what you do to others WILL INDEED BE DONE TO YOU!
Physics defines The Law of Attraction as the mutual (shared in common) action by which bodies or particles tend to draw together or cohere (hold together in a mass that resists separation). You must make yourself into that which you wish to attract and stay together with.
It is time to stop blaming and judging others and to start practicing forgiveness. Start with forgiving yourself and let go of all your guilt. You are in control of your own fate and will always get what you give!
You are a mini creator, made in the image of God, and are in control of your own environment, your own little universe. You create your own obstacles and trials through false beliefs about who and what you really are.
These false beliefs must be though (must transpire), so that you CAN come to understand the truth… the truth that you are also a creator, created in God’s likeness, and that you also speak things into existence.
WORDS ARE MAGIC ~ USE THEM WISELY
Thought is the seed,
Emotion the egg,
Concentration the womb,
Situation the child.
“Mind is the master power that molds and makes,
And Man is Mind, and evermore he takes,
The Tool of Thought, and, shaping what he wills,
Brings forth a thousand joys, a thousand ills:-
He thinks in secret, and it comes to pass:
Environment is but his looking-glass.”
Borrowed from the timeless classic, As A Man Thinketh, by James Allen.
The following is a love letter written on New Year’s Eve, 1999.
This is me trusting you enough to let you in, showing you who I really am. This is my writing, unedited, straight from the depths of my soul. An idea came to me tonight. After we hung up the phone, I was very much in pain, so much so, that I felt like I couldn’t even breathe, much less be alone with myself and I just wanted to escape, to get high and fly away from the hurt. Then, while I was crying out loud, “why is this happening to me again”, I received an answer.
Like I told you, I’ve known for two years that we were going to meet. It was shown to me over and over by my readings, and the readings of others. For you to show up that far in advance, for me to wait that long to finally meet you, must have been for a very important lesson, a life changing one that would help not only me, but others. To see it come to pass like it did, exactly as predicted, proved to me that there is an Omniscient power that we can tap into… within… and that we all have a destiny whether we choose to accept it or not and whether or not we choose, by our own free will, to fulfill it. It confirms to me that we are all connected, and that we are all small parts of the whole… the ONE.
Maybe God is all that exists… maybe we all, connected and added together, equal the ONE LIVING GOD. Maybe WE are extensions of God… pieces that split off from the whole, in order to better explore Itself, fueling evolution. Maybe we are helping God expand His conscious awareness of Himself. This theory can be backed up by the Bible, and that is an awesome story to be awakened to. It has changed my perception of life. It gives me so much more hope and potential, so much more than the Christian viewpoint on faith, with its confining interpretations, dogma, and guilt. I have found so much lacking in the Christian belief system, like for example, what the other half of the world believes. There is ONE TRUTH that accounts for all beliefs, and I have been led to it by The Holy Spirit, because I asked to be. I have been seeking, and studying so many things in the scriptures, and have found them to be very clear. Most can’t understand them though, and take them literally, not realizing that they are written in a secret alchemical language… one that becomes plain, when you have the key to decode it. That key is waiting for everyone to reach out and take it, and all that need be done is to declare to yourself and God that you WANT it… that you want to know the TRUTH about God, life, and why we are here.
I think I was meant to put words like this on paper, honest words about what goes through peoples minds – to put a voice to the things that they fear talking about – the true inner feelings that they are afraid to express. Some people kill themselves over things like this… over relationships not working out… feeling so alone and unworthy of love… not being able to communicate their feelings… that is something we have discussed at length… and it is so sad and senseless. I think, “if only they knew the truth,” about GOD, who they are, and the LOVE that exists for each person to have freely. I want to reach those people who feel that alone, and to shine a light on the path to love. I want them to know that they are not alone… but I have to win my own battle first… don’t I? Every lesson makes me stronger.
I am going to write about my experiences, and why I think I’ve had so much pain in my life, so that other people can read about them and discover that there is a reason for the madness – that a beautiful light waits at the end of the dark tunnel, if they will only be brave enough to walk through it with their eyes wide open. These upsets in life are not the end of the world. They are merely stepping stones to the ultimate goal. The answer is learning how to master your own Ego and emotions, and being able to let go when you must… by having faith in a higher purpose for all life. I want everyone to know the symbolism behind Christ’s death, and the meaning of the cross… and to find that same kind of wholeness and LOVE for humanity in their own hearts (Christ-Consciousness), like I have found.
I’m displaying my heart, for the world to see,
Judgment no longer matters to me.
I’m free now, from the illusion of sin,
And want to help others begin.